It's been a while...

Wow, it's been a while since I last wrote and a LOT has changed! I've sort of lost focus of weight loss goals as suddenly a lot more became priority. Sadly, we are no longer in Seattle. Sad, I LOVE LOVE LOVE my Seattle family and miss them SOOO much but our lives have taken us back home. Matt is a pastor at a church in Wisconsin with his former Seattle boss Dave. Dave planted Great Lakes Church in his home town of Kenosha (yes the same Kenosha Weezer is from!) last year. It was a FAST transition! One minute we're vacationing at home for Christmas and by March 1st back living there! The move comes with mixed feelings strictly because we are living with family in IL till we move to Kenosha at the end of May and it's hard to get a feel for what our real new life will be. The church is awesome and we're stoked to be a part of it!

Ok, I've put it off long enough. Back to the reason I started the blog. Well, we began packing in late January and as moving day came closer we began eating fast food as our silverware, dishes and pans disappeared into the sea of boxes that began to overtake our apartment.
Sadly, it only got worse on the road! Nothing but junk, coffee and fast food...again! Now that we're home and living with family you would think it would be easy to start eating well but we still don't have a kitchen and so it's tough! Trust me I'm only getting started with my excuses! Hold on cause here come a bunch more! Matt, Jace and I are sharing a room and needless to say, none of us are getting any sleep so I am literally exhausted all the time on top of living out of a suitcase for the past month and another 2 more to go, I'm WAY out of sorts! Life is a little tricky right now but I'm crossing my fingers it will be worth it, Ok, one more thing, we're staying with Matt's parents and I would love to pop in my headphones and go for a walk with the baby but chances are I would get shanked from behind and left for dead! Ok, maybe that's a little dramatic but for real I think I'll skip it just in case!

I did debate some caffeine pills this morning while shopping but the truth of the matter is that I really need to become more disciplined! I need to go to bed at a reasonable time so I am rested and ready to deal with life when my son deems it time to start a new day at 7 AM everyday. I have never been a routined. As a matter of fact I would go as far as to say that if I see routine coming I turn and run as fast as possible. The idea of the same thing happen at the same time everyday terrifies me! What a boring life that would be for me! Now, I know that there are benefits to this kind of a life but for real?...I could not live like that! I am disciplined on important things like paying the bills, tithing and taking a shower but outside of that it's pretty much a free for all. The only thing I want to do EVERYDAY, REGULARLY is love my two boys and do all I can do to support them and make them the best they can be. This is what I live for!

Well, I'm exhausted and I'm going to wrap up by saying life is NUTS right now and I wouldn't have it ANY other way! I love our insane random schedule but for the next 7 days I am going to try and implement one change. I am going to try and go to bed no later than 10 and see if I can feel more energized! Peace out girl scout!